Day 36

A lot of people have been talking about the blog, emailing in words of support and caution, asking for interviews and such. That's great. I'm really happy my blog is something people find interesting. Everyone wants to know why I'm eating all this olive garden food - am I "just really hungry?", they ask, and then laugh. I laugh, too.

What I don't say is that I'm not hungry. I haven't felt hunger since sometime in week three. Maybe that's just an early symptom of diabetes. I don't know, I'm not a doctor. What I do know is that the only thing that can fill the hole inside me is pasta. And I'm still far from full.

Lunch was Denial.

Dinner was composed of four plates of pasta:

Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance

It's been 36 days since the start of the challenge, and 795 days since she left.

A special thanks to my dining companion, myself!