You're not being rational right now, and if you're going to keep letting your emotions make the decisions, you'll never really be happy. That's always been your problem. You're always 'feeling' instead of thinking. "I feel like you don't really care about me", "I feel like you're not listening", "I feel like we've drifted apart".
What does any of that even mean? Why can't you just talk like an adult?
Pictured here is Anger.